OUT!

Bad news - kick starting my life is not going so well
More bad news - i am a huge loser with no friends, that is why i chicken out of going to local music events by myself. or mabye that is why i try to go to local music events by myself. What ever happend to stand by your (wo)man! who is standing by me?! NOONE!
Even more bad news - i don't do physical activity anymore. that's a lie. i didn't to any today so i feel bad
The worst news - I want to go out, but no one has called (please see "more bad news") so i must call someone.